This work aims to showcase feelings of mixed emotions and thoughts. At some point in our lives, there will be a moment when we face an event that makes our minds confused until we can't identify whether it is sadness, emptiness, anger, loneliness, or a bunch of other different emotions. At a time when our thoughts and feelings are mixed, we tend to be incapable of expressing them, and then we find ourselves lost in these piles of various feelings. This work wants to convey these feelings of catastrophic emotions which exist in our minds, but which cannot be expressed by words.